hello people

I finaly got around to changing my journal... three months short of a year...

I once swore that i wouldn't wirte anything personal in my journal but i'm going to do just that this time because i really have to let some steam of. so if you don't want to read it I sugest you turn back now...
here goes:
wow alot of things have been going on in my life lately and I'm a bit shell shocked to say the least...
my grandmother died a couple of weeks ago

and I found a book I had gotten from her as a thanks for a card I sent her and ended up spending half an hour crying after having read said book.
I miss her a lot even if it wasn't exactly a suprise that she died since she has been going in and out of the hospital a lot during the last six months
This has led to quite a bit of dark art lately and lots of weapons beeing drawn... also a bit of dark poetry which might be submitted in a while...
I have also just gotten together with my boyfriend

whom has been very supportive of me along whith my friends
My fa´mily have also been very supportive of me even though they live 906km away so a big and special tahanx to all of them especially my sister who has been having exams through all of this
Like I said I'm still trying to get a grip of everything that has been happening...
and now I will let you get back to whatever you were doing and I hope I didn't make anyone too sad because I just had to let out some steam.
Hava
WS